I wear yoga pants 99.99999 percent of my life . I have a specific brand I like, I prefer the ones with pockets …. That being said I have been perfectly designed at the height that my pockets (sweatpants or yoga) are at the exact same height as my cabinet knobs . This is 100… Continue reading Stuck
Lessons from the ranch
There is nothing in the world quite like hearing my dad call cows. I have learned a lot of things about life watching him but by far the most important lessons I’ve learned from him is when to help and when to be still and quiet .I have always prided myself in being able to… Continue reading Lessons from the ranch
Level Chaos
I used to think to myself or the Lord why on earth are you doing this to me, why is this happeing to me? I am not enough for this !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I felt this overwhelmingly when I had the twins, I remember feeling like I was a part of the Hunger Games and I may… Continue reading Level Chaos
Thhhuuunnndddeerr Sisters!
You all know my primary role is in my home with little people everyday; to say I watch a lot of kid shows would be a wild understatement.During our brief winter, we bought The Croods 2: A New Age. I would say the first 5 times it was watched, I saw less than 30 minutes… Continue reading Thhhuuunnndddeerr Sisters!
What is my purpose?
I am pretty sure I have expressed this before but I have always struggled with purpose. I spent a good majority of my teen to mid twenties trying to find my purpose in the work of my hands. I mean that quite literally I tried everything. I felt most myself when I had something productive… Continue reading What is my purpose?
such a beautiful surrender
I remember thinking when we signed up for foster care, that I was being safe, we signed up as an emergent home, a temporary space to kids coming into care until they could transition to a new home, respit care. I was being safe with my heart. Two years later I see that is what… Continue reading such a beautiful surrender
What I can’t see
I don't like the not knowing. I need to know the solution, I need to know if is a solution that I find acceptable. I have so often given a problem to God and on the drive home I find myself calculating how I can fix the problem on my own, lately I feel this… Continue reading What I can’t see
A drip
You don't think that a tiny drip can make a difference. Consider filling your swimming pool with a very slow drip, it seems impossible, a tireless or futile effort. I have seen the difference a drip can make though and it can be a force to be reconned with if it is consistent, persistent in… Continue reading A drip
The God of the mountains
We are in the mountains , while I’ve seen them from a distance this is my first up close encounter with this geography. As we came through Colorado God had me in awe but today He showed me something so beautiful I just have to share . How many times have you heard the God… Continue reading The God of the mountains
When sitting is painful
This season of quarantine can feel that way for me, in many ways. Physically and emotionally. I have a mix of emotions regarding people's feelings on quarantine as we all do. Who has the most accurate opinion? Are we over reacting ? Understating? I like to sit on the porch and I have noticed the… Continue reading When sitting is painful